The most special holiday is to come!! Falala~lala~lala~la~la

(and I will be celebrating it with a dashing pimple near my chin)
Moving on…

‘tis the season to be jolly! For our Savior is to come! I don’t know what is it with me but whenever Christmas is near, or let’s call it Advent season, I get to be really bubbly. I love everything that relates to the coming of our Lord! The Christmas lights, the trees, Christmas caroling, gifts, the church, EVERYTHING!!

I can’t explain my feels right now, I would normally blog whenever I have nothing more important to do or whenever I feel so depressed(so depressed that writing on my diary is not just enough), but I just really want to share to everyone how happy and hyped I am 2day since the coming of Christ is just hours awayyyy!!! And to thinks that I still have tasks to think of (e.g. Fixing my area, cleaning the dogs, washing the dishes, etc.) and I still managed to blog, now that’s something. I’m a happy person, but seeing myself this happy is such a blessing!

My 2012 was fabulous. It was the year I first joined the Feast Pasig worship group. It was my first time to experience a live band and wonderful singers perform for God while we weep with joy. It was my 2nd year volunteering in kid’s inn. I was able to volunteer again at PAWS after a year. I met tons of friends from volunteering, competitions, and summer classes. I was able to I grow more closer with my friends. Barriers were demolished.  I received this new tablet. I took entrance exams I’m sure God helped me ace. I started to become a devotee of St. Martha and the Sacred Heart. A day did not pass during the weekdays wherein I didn’t visit the adoration chapel to talk to God. I was able to discover myself more. I was able to see my future clearer.

My blessings are countless, they are endless. I can’t thank God enough. This has been a magical year, and I know that the best is yet to come.

May God bless us all :)

It’s must be hard to be in someone else’s shoes. Not that I’m comparing, for in my opinion, I don’t think I should thank the Lord that I have more than what others have, rather I must thank him that He has given me the opportunity to help others with what I hold.

So I have been scanning through my old journals earlier and I found this poem I did 3 years ago or so (probably when I was just about to enter high school) which also depicts what I am encountering now. 

Usually I write poems with deep meanings that its literal sense does not point out any complete thought. I write in deep meanings, not deep words.

(and yes, I love writing poems. I have been writing poems and short stories since I was 4)

here it goes.

I tried to reach the heavens

Wrote it down mighty as they watch

Connecting to what was given

Oh! How it was a perfect match

My thoughts were food on flames

Now getting people pass by the needle

How lucky of me the hole was large enough

But neither I can’t answer my own riddle

Time jogged very slow

and I tried to get in a different flow

But the guilt kept on following me

Now I have a different puzzle to give

I swear that I will be active again. I SWEAR.

So yeah, TONI’S BACK.

I’ve been way too busy with school and the other organizations and/or communities I’m in. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t have any free time anymore, I’ve been just, well, LAZY. That’s a big issue with me, y’all. I don’t know what to do with that, but now I seriously swore to GOD (YES, God, which makes this pledge a quadrillion times more powerful than anything) that I will keep my blog active, since my diary’s full and I told myself that I will buy my own hard-bound 8th diary, which costs a lot. and I won’t just write my journals in some paper. I may sound so  choosy but when it comes to my special thoughts, I just need a good place to put them into.

what could be a better place than tumblr?

I have had a fever since Sunday and I swear you guys, please, do not ever ever wish that you are sick just to get out of class with a reason. This feels so terrible. I really want to go to school to learn and not miss a lecture, I swear! 

Anyways, I actually cried out of pain yesterday because the school clinic did not even pay enough attention to me when I told them I really felt terrible and even our class adviser advised [lol] me to go there. They checked my temperature and said that my body temperature was only 36.2 C. And the thermometer they were using was the one that is being placed on the ear. And from what I know, those kinds of thermometers aren’t accurate. So I just eased the pain the whole day until I was already in tears because I didn’t really feel well. I only felt active when we role played during our English class. But it didn’t last. And when I went to the Adoration chapel after class, I was really crying because I really felt like I was about to collapse. It’s a good thing I was able to fight it and managed to go home where I immediately went to deep slumber. When I woke up, I checked my temperature and found out my temperature was already 38.2 C. More reason to get pissed with the clinic’s thermometer.

Long story-short, I did not go to school today. 

(low quality photos. taken only with my Samsung Galaxy mini GT-S5570)

• That milk and rags are my best friends for today.
• I personalized my binder. Looks messy but I can handle it.
• My lips are dry today. (I already had a traumatic encounter with dry lips and throat when I used to have Measles. It was the worst feeling ever. EVER.)
• My hair’s tips still has a dye, but not as obvious as before, since no teacher has reprimanded me yet ;)

So yeah, I’m doing the homework assignments we had for yesterday today. And I have all the time I need. 

more cam-whore shots xx

(these aren’t processed photos, just the lighting effects on my cellphone camera and the natural light reflecting from the orange wall facing the windows of the room)

so uhh.. yeah, THIRD ARTWORK EVERYONE

I call it “Three Things”, another deep meaning title :))

…that things I am posting there should be here on my blog instead. So for today, instead of posting all these nonsense stuff on twitter, I will collate them all and make it a blog post ^_^

..and instead of uploading with Twitpic, Yfrog, or Blackberry, I will upload everything here…

(unprocessed photos/raw pictures)

Let’s start with my CETP (College Entrance Test Preparation) classes. It will be at MSA, Rockwell Business Center. I just settled all my accounts a while ago. The teachers/professors were so friendly and all. They actually know my name already as soon as I entered :). AND. a BIG COINCIDENCE OCCURRED. Way before I knew who my classmates were for my certain class, I thought I was the only Pccian there. Then a while ago, I asked one professor there if I have any other schoolmate. He said I did. He told me the names…. Lourdes Abesamis, Abiel Sumbillo , and Alexa *something* (I forgot. lol). Unplanned, yet it’s a good thing I know that it won’t be a hard time for me to make friends. :D

Anyway, This will be my schedule:

The classes will be from 7:30 am to noon.

TWITTER POST NUMBER 2: (hihi)

DIS CAT.

I’m not really the person who owns it, but it keeps on entering our house and keeps on following me. And since I can’t just name it like that, I’d call her “SsSSSssSSsss”(the sound most people make when they call cats)

#3

Did i mention I still don’t know how to properly smile with my mouth closed? (yeah, this isn’t really something for a blog post. But this is a “things-I-would-post-on-twitter” tumblr post)

Numbah FOUR…FOUR…FOUR….

TAGUIAM…

And by the way, my Twitter Display photo is a picture of me with him.

FIFTH!!

Our Trip to La Union :)

The lack of internet, food chains, proper hotel services, and other necessary materials wasn’t really satisfying, BUT! the beaches and resorts were fantastic :>

That’s about it :D. As much as I want to blog more and stuff, it is also as much as easier to tweet via phone and such.

And, tomorrow, I will start painting t-shirts for my said business. Mom will be going to Divisoria for me to buy the t-shirts. While she is at it, I will start designing with the eco-bags she has bought for me a week ago. Soon enough, I will really try to make this a successful business. :)

*personal business details will be blogged someday after I have officially started*

Before I leave, I would just like to say that my self-study with the piano and guitar (assisted with my brother) is going great. AS IN REALLY GREAT. ;) and I am letting my ears be dominated by Chopin’s Nocturne’s, Etude’s, and Prelude’s. 

I’m only at my Junior year at High school yet I think I may be more panicking about the fact that I’ll enter college soon than the Seniors.

Anyway, There is a lot of reason I don’t want to leave High School

• Classmates I’ve been with since our freshman year.
• A number of friends will be leaving the country after High School.
• THE FUN.
• The never-ending support of Mrs. Supnad :(
• THE BUSINESS HIGH SCHOOL.

Okay, they all seem mainstream, but still, they are my top reasons.

The reason I got into this thinking-about-college mode (AGAIN) is because my mom gave me three sheets of paper a while ago, 1 is a letter of information, 1 is a letter of the payments, and the last one is the Summer 2012 schedules of College Entrance Exam Preparation at MSA main branch…

I know it’s not a big deal, etc., but seeing anything that would remind me of the years where I would need to be independent MORE often is also leaving behind the years most adults would see as the years where most friends won’t last. 

now, here’s are random photos of my ‘guys’ and some of the reason why I don’t want to leave this happiness.

(~ unprocessed photos~) all are from my cellphone camera, that’s why they are in low quality. :)

THEM. My guys :”) (RENZ and I don’t have a presentable picture of us together on my phone, so I wasn’t able to insert him. Don’t worry, Renz, you’re part of them :D)

~..and more.. :))) I just don’t have pictures of the others with me on my phone (although we have photos on my dslr), so I plan not to upload them anymore.. hihi

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